You know, I find it hard to relate to people who have a perfect life. Wait. I'm not saying that
anyone has a perfect life [no problems, struggles, or trials] but some peeps [online and in real life] seem to portray their life as such.
I struggle
deeply, at times. Thank the Lord for His Word which lights my steps.
Today, I was reading through chapters 3 and 4 of Exodus and it struck me afresh how many times Moses doubted himself. Moses. You know the man who is a
patriarch. Okay. So I can relate to doubting myself.
Exodus 3:6...he was afraid to look upon God [God had just revealed Himself in the burning bush].
Exodus 3:11...Moses asks God, "Who am I?"
Exodus 3:13..."And Moses said unto God, Behold, when I come unto the children of Israel, and shall say unto them, The God of your fathers hath sent me unto you; and they shall say to me, What is his name?
what shall I say unto them?"
Exodus 4:1...Moses argues that the Israelites will not believe him.
Exodus 4:3, 6...God turns the rod into a snake and turns Moses' hand into leprosy.
Exodus 4:10...Moses says he is not eloquent.
Exodus 4:14...God's anger was kindled against Moses.
I just love that the Bible is so applicable for each one of us in each of our own personal struggles. It gives us the answers for a victorious life but never promises that we will be perfect or that our lives will be smooth and carefree. The Bible does command us to be perfect [Matthew 5:48] but doesn't tell us we will be sinless. It's amazing that a hero of the Bible had struggles similar to my own.